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well.. I´m a 16 year-old girl and I am living in a big house in Highbury New Park. I like to live there.I have got a 19 year-old brother but he doesn´t live at home anymore.And I want to be a model...

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11/02/2009

Chapter 9 - Should I keep the baby?



Will I be so fat,too? And what is with my model career?

Hello to everybody!!

I NEED AID!IMPORTANT! I NEED AID! IMPORTANT!!!

Damn! I´ve got a big problem.First I thought it´s just a bad dream or a big missunderstanding,now I know it isn´t.. After I did the pregnancy test I had a lot of time to think about the whole stuff..I thought about an abortion or to keep the baby.Earlier I always said I wouldn´t keep the baby because you destroy your life and the life of the baby at this age but now I guess it´s another situation,now its my desicion and I have to find a solution and I can promise,it´s very hard.You can´t imagine how I feel,because I really want to finish my school,have a good education,earn a lot of money,get married,have a big house and THEN get a baby or 2.. But now I am sixteen years old and I can´t give a lot to my baby apart from love..yes I know it would be hard and difficult because I have to take the responsibility for another real person.But this is the reason for my disicion to keep the baby,because it is a real person and even now I love it and I know I´ll manage and many other people have done it before and it works. I`LL KEEP THE BABY!


Alicia:) xxx

2 Kommentare:

  1. In my opinion you get into Alicias feelings very good and discribe her feelings like she would do. Also you write realistic things which fits to the context in chapter 9 and this hard situation (abortion or not).
    Well done ;)

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  2. Hello :)
    Maybe it sounds a bit strange now, but I know how you feel at this moment. I was in the same situation. I also got pregnant with 16 years and when I noticed that, i had the same thoughts like you wrote here. A baby with 16? No! Never! Well I keeped it. The first time it was very hard , you have to give up many things. BUT with the time it just belongs to your life.
    So I think your decision was the best,which you could made.
    Don´t let the head depend!
    You can manage it ;)

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