chapter 6,7&8 oh sam..

Well, I didn´t write for a while because so much
happend and I don´t know how I should discribe my
feelings about Sam. First I thought we loved each other
..but now? I really don´t know,because I think
he doesn´t love me anymore and I was just a
"toy" for him. When we met to buy a
pregnancy test we did not have enough money and so I had to
go back and take money from home,but when I came back Sam
wasn´t there anymore...first I thought he just went to
the toilet or sat down on a bench nearby,but that
wasn´t right..I waited for him over 30 minuites but he
was lost. In this moment I was so alone I felt very sad
and was so disappointed ,I was so angry, I
can´t discribe it.Can you imagine how it feels? I
really trust Sam and now this shit..I thought this
little bastard run away and let me alone..I started
crying but after I stopped crying I bought this
pregnancy test..But on the next day I heard that Sam had
ran away from home and then I was really scared and in this moment I felt that I love him and want
to cope WITH him...but we have to talk..URGENTLY

see you soon .

Alicia xxx