Chapter 5 - What will happend in my futur?!

OH NO!! I have got a big problem. I don´t know how I can tell you...heeeelp me please!

Aaaaaarrghhh :/ I AM PREGNANT!.. what shall I do now? I don´t want to have a baby..not yet. But I can´t kill it . Will it be a boy or a girl? I still LOVE Sam. But he DOESN´T love me anymore and thats the big problem. I think I have to talk to somebody... NO... I KNOW. But to who?

First I thought that I should talk to Sams mum,because I like her and she know everthing about the situtuation,but if I tell her that I am pregnant, she will know this secret..and Sam and me will get into very big troubles..

OH NO...I think I would regret if I ´d destroy my carrer with this baby.... I NEED TIME... :/

xxx Alicia! :/