Chapter 18 - oh no..another row.. :S

Oh no.. It happend again and I think it will happend again and again for many times.. hmm whatever we had another row yesterday evening. Since he moved out it was more exhaustings than with his assistance.Tahts the reason because I need and want to have time only for me,and as Sam came around and wanted to talk to me.But I was in the bathroom when Sam came and so I was nerved yet when he knocked at the door.. I hate it when somebody bother me..then I can go off.. aaahhh ;D
And the turning point was that he told me that he prefer to do other things than look at me.. That was to much for me. Does that mean that Sam has got another girlfriend and doesn´t want to be in conctact anymore? What will happen with Roof?... These and 1000 other questions were in my mind in this moment.I was so angry and so I shouted at him called him stupid names..:/
I impended him that he´ll never see Roof again when he cheat me..and because I shouted and didn´t talk normal my mum heard it and came apstairs to see what is wrong. She took us by her side and said we should talk to eachother but not scream. As Sam told me something about his feeling adverse to Roof. He is scared of loose the contact to him,..That made me very happy and proud :)
So I had to apologize me to him for beeing unfair.. ;) It was my misstake..

But I have to look after Roof now.. byebye
Alicia.. xxx