2. Chapter!

okay. here is my first post!

My name is Alicia and I want to talk about my life.

The whole story started at my mum´s birthday party,she told me something about a boy in my age,who should come to this "awesome" party ,because he is the son of my mum´s workmate.I sat on the sofa when I saw him and I also knew that his name is Sam and he should be a very nice guy.But for the first impression I want to show him that I don´t like him. I read a magazin and we didn´t talk al lot.. just a few sentences.. smalltalk or something like that..about music and siblings and so on. I have to say,he is a really nice boy and I like him a lot!But I seemed to be very bored and suddenly he said his opinion about me and rised up and went to his mum and Ollie.. I think they talked about skating because since the first moment I have got the impression he is a skaterboy and it means a lot to him.When he rised up I followed him to his mum,because I wouldn´t have brawl with him. We went back to the sofa and talked about my favourit music. After a while we went into my room and watched a film. Sam sat at my armchair and I sat in front of him and leaned at his legs. It was great. When we went downstairs his mum waited at him and just smiled. They left the party but I forgot to give him my number,because we wanted to go to the cinema,next day. So I ran barefoot to them and give him my mobilenumbre. I was really excited, because I thougt he didn´t want to call me and so I was really relieved when I heard his voice at the phone.We arranged a date for the evening and want to go to the cinema,instead of we were going to a coffebar and talked and talked and talked. It was awesome. After that,he wanted to bring me home,but we decided,that he would come upstairs with me. We talked about sex and so on and I was surprised that that he didn´t have got a condom,because all boys in his age have got one ,but just to boast with it. The day before, I told him that I wasn´t ready for having sex with my boyfriend,but now I was ready,I felt it,because I like Sam more than my ex.But I had a bad conscience..and started to cry,because he said that he don´t want to sleep with me yet ,after I "stole" a condom of my parents.Sam hold my hand and so I could calm down and we finshed the evening with having sex...

xxx Alicia! :)